I like drinking and still being sober after.
Now, I know it isn’t good for my long term health and what not (especially with my pretty weak body), but it enables me to reflect a lot more about my life and what actions I can take to improve it.
Grad Trip had been really good so far, and i believe its primarily because of my low expectations of it from the beginning. This stems from my feelings of gratitude that I am even able to have a grad trip in the first place. Some things I was personally disappointed though which I might have to address eventually, but overall it has been a really good trip!
However, after some reflection, it got me thinking about this slight emotional baggage i have right now. Some of you reading will understand what I am talking about as I have been pretty open about it, but it’s about me being pretty cold towards a friend of mine because of certain events. I have been whining about the situation for quite awhile already, and i believe its time to stop. If I am to achieve my desire to live a healthy and happy life while contributing and empowering other people at the same time, such things cannot bother me anymore. From this instance, I choose to let go of what happened and let things move on (note to self: schedule an appointment to share my thoughts with the person so that he/she can improve in the future).
On another note, gained tons of weight during this trip. I NEED to exercise my ass off once its over, no excuses. Just hope my knees will be strong enough for the upcoming month